Saturday, May 27, 2006
Sigh~ I'm troubled~ Somebody help me!!!
Sigh...I'm so troubled. Rather, i'm making myself feel troubled. Tuesday, Wednesday and Thursday i am so busy...and Friday i'm flying off for my holiday. Of course, I am very excited about my holiday, and i'm really looking forward for the coming Friday to arrive. However, it seems that i have lot's of 'test' and 'obstacles' as I so deem as before Friday comes.
Tuesday, Wednesday and Thursday i have to return to school for a entrepeneur programme that I have signed up for...not really my choice to sign up...my father wanted to me to sign up as he thinks that it would really help me in the future. I thought it would be a whole day programme for three days...but to my surprise, it is only from 9.30am to 1pm. Only about three and a half hours. I was kinda relieved...but still...i still have that resentment feeling in my heart and i really feel uncomfortable. To top it off, on thursday, I have Chinese Orchestra Practice. I mean...I don't really feel like going. My programme finishes at 1pm then my chinese orchestra practice starts at 2pm. I guess I have no choice but to ask my mother to bring me some food when my programme ends and I will eat in school. My chinese orchestra practice will end at 5pm. Total of three hours. Man...I really don't want to go!!! I am kinda scared about my conductor...because he is really fierce...i have kinda cried in front of him...sigh...i don't wanna go! I don't want to feel that resentment in my heart...i wanna let it go. My holiday is the next day, really a spoilsport. I guess I also don't wanna go because I don't wanna see my conductor. Sigh...tell me...somebody...can you tell me what to do? Please tell me! Help me!
yuRRi iS a wiMp -- woLfRaM;
time;8:45 AM
[I'm engaged to a guy?]
Sunday, May 14, 2006
Tao Inspiration - Chapter 2
Tao Te Ching Chapter 2
Ugliness arises
When everybody knows what is beautiful.
Evil emerges
When all recognises what is good.
Thus, being and nothingness create each other.
Difficulty and ease depend on each other.
Long and short are relative.
High and low are mutually inclusive.
Sound and voice are harmonious.
Front and back follow each other.
Thus the sage acts effortlessly,
And teaches not by words.
The myriad things rise and fall unobstructed.
The world is created but not possessed,
Deeds are performed yet not for ostentation.
This is accomplishing without pretension.
Because of such non-pretension,
The accomplishments will never be removed.
yuRRi iS a wiMp -- woLfRaM;
time;11:09 PM
[I'm engaged to a guy?]
Friday, May 12, 2006
Tao Inspiration
Muahahahaha...I am going to start a "Tao Inspiration Programme". Hahax... So I will type Tao stuff here...see whether you guys can understand...>.<
Tao Te Ching - Chapter 1 [English]
Tao, if articuolable, is not the eternal Tao.
The name, if can be named, is not the eternal name.
Heaven and earth start with no name,
The named is the mother of everything under the sun.
Thus, with a detached mind, you see the secret,
With an interested mind, you see the appearances.
These two grow out the same,
But they are named differently.
They are both mysterious.
Mysterious and ineffable,
They are the essence of all secrets.
《道德经》第一章
道可道,非常道;名可名,非常名。
无名天地之始;有名万物之母。
故常无,欲以观其妙;常有,欲以观其徼。
此两者,同出而异名,同谓之玄。
玄之又玄,众竗之门。
yuRRi iS a wiMp -- woLfRaM;
time;11:45 PM
[I'm engaged to a guy?]
Tuesday, May 09, 2006
Ohh...I'm in DEEP TROUBLE!
Help me!!! Somebody help me!!! Tomorrow is my chinese exam...and our school has this extra thing...about chinese culture and history thing. I was reading the book. Just a few pages and it took me half an hour. Diaoz lor... and ah, super hard to remember. How how how?!? I'm in deep trouble! Very big trouble!!! How? How? How? AHAHAHAH!!! Help me!!!
yuRRi iS a wiMp -- woLfRaM;
time;8:30 PM
[I'm engaged to a guy?]
Wah! Unfair!
It is so unfair!!! Those people taking Design & Technology don't need to go to school tomorrow because there is no exam for them. Only Home Economics students have a exam paper...then they got more time to study for the chinese paper on Thursday...it is so unfair...then they can wake up later. But maybe it is not that unfair lah, because maybe final-year-exam we also don't have Design & Technology. Sigh...I guess I gotta accept it right? Sigh...and you guys know...these days when I am walking into the school and when I am having my exams...like today during the literature paper, wah...my stomach super duper pain lor. Could not stand it. But still bear until come home lor. I hope it will not happen again... But I made a mistake. I wouldn't comment too much on this incident. Okz lah, I gotta go liao. Bye bye. Hope you guys get good results for your mid-year-exams...if you have mid-year-exams! Ok lah...byez byez! Talkz to ya later!
yuRRi iS a wiMp -- woLfRaM;
time;6:14 AM
[I'm engaged to a guy?]
Sunday, May 07, 2006
I'm Troubled!
Harloz everybody! Today I went to watch my sister perform at the Esplanade Concert Hall. The full orchestra performances was very thrilling and good. Can see that they have trained for very long! Upon listening to the first song, i thought about my current strength and performance in yangqin, and my past when I was playing erhu. I felt so useless. I realised that my yangqin skills are really bad. Perhaps it is partly because I don't practice, but I feel that I do not have the talent to play yangqin. Thinking about my erhu, I thought I should have chosen that in secondary school. However, I thought that if I chose erhu, I will regret that I did not take up yangqin, to try it out and go for it. I'm so fickle-minded aren't I? But well...yangqin is a really wonderful instrument. Hence, I have told myself to practice hard to play the yangqin well! Must support me ah my friends and family! Thanks! Ok lah, I gotta go and sleep liao. Tomorrow got art exam. ~_~ Hope I can do well! Okz, bye. Good night and sweet dreams!
yuRRi iS a wiMp -- woLfRaM;
time;7:48 AM
[I'm engaged to a guy?]
Saturday, May 06, 2006
Excited~
Harloz everybody! Tomorrow I am going to attend my sister's concert. She is in the Chinese Orchestra and like i mentioned before, tomorrow i am gonna go watch her perform. I'm kinda excited. I'm also in the Chinese Orchestra in my school...so i'm wondering what kind of music they will be playing. Hahax...but the bad thing is, tomorrow it will end at about 9.30pm. By the time i get home and stuff, it is already 10pm+...then on monday i got art exam!!! Sigh...just hope that everything will turn out fine. Five more papers to go! Just five more! And I can really play every single second! Yay! Support me ah! Okz lah, I gotta go liao...byez everybody! And thanks for reading my blog!
yuRRi iS a wiMp -- woLfRaM;
time;10:10 AM
[I'm engaged to a guy?]
Friday, May 05, 2006
Harloz~
harlo everybody! Finally, my blog is reborn! Must come and read ah ok! Hahax...anyway, i gotta go liao lah...type later...see you guys!
yuRRi iS a wiMp -- woLfRaM;
time;7:10 AM
[I'm engaged to a guy?]