Sigh...I'm so troubled. Rather, i'm making myself feel troubled. Tuesday, Wednesday and Thursday i am so busy...and Friday i'm flying off for my holiday. Of course, I am very excited about my holiday, and i'm really looking forward for the coming Friday to arrive. However, it seems that i have lot's of 'test' and 'obstacles' as I so deem as before Friday comes.
Tuesday, Wednesday and Thursday i have to return to school for a entrepeneur programme that I have signed up for...not really my choice to sign up...my father wanted to me to sign up as he thinks that it would really help me in the future. I thought it would be a whole day programme for three days...but to my surprise, it is only from 9.30am to 1pm. Only about three and a half hours. I was kinda relieved...but still...i still have that resentment feeling in my heart and i really feel uncomfortable. To top it off, on thursday, I have Chinese Orchestra Practice. I mean...I don't really feel like going. My programme finishes at 1pm then my chinese orchestra practice starts at 2pm. I guess I have no choice but to ask my mother to bring me some food when my programme ends and I will eat in school. My chinese orchestra practice will end at 5pm. Total of three hours. Man...I really don't want to go!!! I am kinda scared about my conductor...because he is really fierce...i have kinda cried in front of him...sigh...i don't wanna go! I don't want to feel that resentment in my heart...i wanna let it go. My holiday is the next day, really a spoilsport. I guess I also don't wanna go because I don't wanna see my conductor. Sigh...tell me...somebody...can you tell me what to do? Please tell me! Help me!