Sunday, December 03, 2006
Excursion!
Tomorrow I am going to attend this holiday camp. Actually, I don't feel like going. I guess I'm not confident and I'm afraid that I will make a fool of myself in like some of the activities like bowling, swimming, etc. Sigh. 80% is I don't want to go. The other 20% is that I am scared that I will make a fool of myself lor. Sigh. I don't wanna go because my wish cannot be fulfilled, so my mood isn't very good. That's why. The holiday camp got even 8 years old one lor. I don't know how am I gonna interact with those young kids. At least got a 14-year-old person who will be attending the camp. I feel slightly better. But still, although my father say that everybody who will be going for this camp are amateurs at all the various activities like bowling, swimming, etc. But still, I'm really lousy at all these sports. Ultimately, I'm really scared that I will make a fool of myself. If I really know that everybody is really amateurs at all the sports, then 50% gone lor. Then I will feel more confident and will feel happier to go for this camp. After all, I don't really believe that everybody will be amateurs at the sports, especially the 14-year-old person. That person is like the only person that I can talk to, i think. So if he isn't a amateur, I will so make a fool of myself. Ahahahahah! Because he's like Sec 2... Next year gonna be Sec 3. So I don't think he will be that amateur at the sports right? So how?!? AHAH!
yuRRi iS a wiMp -- woLfRaM;
time;5:28 AM
[I'm engaged to a guy?]
I'm sad
I'm sad...I'm sad... Chances are so remote. I don't think there will be any possibility to fulfill my end-of-year wish. Sigh... I'm really sad.
yuRRi iS a wiMp -- woLfRaM;
time;5:21 AM
[I'm engaged to a guy?]